Leftovers.

Remember your Creator in the days of your youth, before the days of trouble come and the years approach when you will say, “I find no pleasure in them.” – Ecclesiastes 12:1

I have a problem: I am not very friendly with my food. There have been times when I flat out refused sharing food with someone, only to take a few bites and and find I was already full.  “Okay, now I’m full,” I say. “Want some of the leftovers?” Bits and pieces of food, spread haphazardly over my plate. All the things I didn’t want. All the food I would’ve eaten had I the capacity. Nice, right?

I was reminded of this (which I had written down since a couple of years ago) as I set up this website and reflected on our youth. The message God continues to send to us is clear: change your attitude. Climb up the mountain and out of the filth. Seperate the light from darkness. Commit to me, and I will help you.

Yet there seems to be a struggle to make the jump into the next level the Lord is calling our ministry to. There are many of you who have ties into the world, holding you back. You all know what is wrong and what is right but many of you have the notion that you can play between both with little to no consequences.

Basically, we are acting as a greedy eater towards God. He asks for a share in our lives, a big one, but we push Him back and say that first we’ll have our fill of pleasure and sin. First, we want to try what there is beyond the walls of church. We want to participate in trends, live the nightlife, mark our bodies, love whomever we want, talk filth, listen to filth, watch filth, and surround ourselves with people who encourage our bad behavior. We indulge ourselves, all the while playing church…

until the breaking point.

At that point, we return to God with crumbs on a plate, our life wasted to bits. “Here God,” we say, “You can have the leftovers.”

Please don’t misunderstand me. God will take them. He cleans filth and takes next to nothing and creates wonders. But we must understand that ALL sin has consequence. We reap what we sow, even if we are really, really sorry for sowing it. Solomon, in Ecclesiastes urges us, remember God in your youth! Remember when your plate is full, before the pain and the hurt that ALWAYS comes when we are apart from God. Remember him before life becomes heavy burdened.

Sometimes we think serving the Lord is too difficult, when all we have to face is our own desires and what other people will think. If you think you can indulge in sin and come running back when you’ve had your share, it won’t be so easy. You’ll have to deal with the consequences of your sin, whether they are physical, emotional.

What will be your breaking point?

The LORD said, "Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the LORD, for the LORD is about to pass by." Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake. After the earthquake came a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper. When Elijah heard it, he pulled his cloak over his face and went out and stood at the mouth of the cave. Then a voice said to him, "What are you doing here, Elijah?"

- 1 Kings 19:11-13

Sometimes we expect the Lord to come thundering in. And believe me, He can. But we don’t understand that all along God has been whispering to us. How far does God have to go to get our attention? He will send the storms and the earthquakes, but always remember that those are destructive forces.


How much do you have left on your plate?